praises for all of you reading this... well.. HI PEEPS!!! i miss blogging actually, the only way i can tell the worl what the hell i am feeling since i am rather an introvert, regarding my feelings but a BIG EXTROVERT when it comes to stupid things... though i wont say sex is stupid, well, i just make stupid jokes out of it... yeah... well, time for my life story, the happenings behind and outside my palace... cant remember much since last week was rather busy actually... but i shall try and recap...

• Wednesday
  worked alone!!! and sales was like 300+++ in the morning before i left... imagine all the coffees i have to make with the cleaning up, the throw rubbish, the pastry arrangement, the topping up of condiments, the paperworks, the customers!!! well, the good part, most of them asked for take away but throw their rubbish on the table instead of the bins provided, cant blame them, bin rather obscure... not their fault, and neither izit mine!!! so open ups wider and lok for the bin bitch!!! cant u see them when i pointed out the sugar?? if u cant, ur blind and about to die...
• Thursday
  off, but followed my mum to toa payoh hdb hub... peeps, selling my house, sadly, i am loving that place actually, but its my mum paying for it so i have to understand how she is feeling... yeah... went to aunts place, take a rest and i offered cuz to do his cross stitching... yupp, all green, frust looking at it... stupid rite, all green!!! well, at least i know that i am contributing partly for the largest handicraft work to be recorded in guinness... yeah... cool huh??? nope, its stupid!!!
• Friday
  slept until the night before going to work, met zaidee... yupp... at work of course, i clean up shop anfd he on the phone as usual, tried finishing up cross stitching as usual during frre time... at around 5, i slept... that was after displaying the pastries... slept until 730 am... hehe... cool huh... yes it is for someone who does not have enough sleep... muahahaha!!! well, it was crazy la... damn tired...
• Saturday
  erm, i remembered being piss cause i had to work for 1 hour... its my off day!!! who iis not!!! i went to the airport to finsh up the stitching but did not as usual... then was doing it halfway when at ard 4 am in the very early wee hours of the next morning(that is sunday) that he is coming down to the shop with nadhir, ridzwan, yue long and gerald.... (GERALD IS STILL LOOKING CUTE) lutfi will disagree with what i say though.. regarding gerald that is... then he asked me if i am gay and i answered, "yes i am, and i am proud of it!!!"... his reply, "gays rocks!!!", crazy dude that fella is... well, after that at around 7, went home... they slept at the shop and some ended on the floor... HAHAHA!!! its damn funny la... i mean the staffs have not cleaned up yet so just imagine the dust on the carpet and they sleeping on it... allelujah i tell you....
• Sunday
  reached my aunts place to meet up with my mum... now, the stitching, combined effort... me, my mum and my foster mum... though there was a time when all three were sleeping only to be woken up by llittle putri crying telliong us she soiled her diapers and want milk... well, i fed the milk(not from my breasts, i dun have any!!!) but i told my foster mum, never the diapers!!! i am not gonna touch her shit even though she is my little foster sister!!! hehe, i am evil... I KNOW!!! well, my aunt, uncle and the boys went to johor to see the house over there, well, they said its nice so i have to believe their words of course... so yeah, finished the stitching at nite and went home... nite, reached home, my gramps reached home and my uncle reached home... turning into the himbo i am, i opened up my mouth and shouted,"what a coincidence!?!?!" in malay, but like a man, and thinking about it, it might have looked funny... sling bag for a woman, behaving SOOO straight and speaking like a girl... erm, weird but true... well, went home and sleep!!!

and that leaves us with today... i slept, played game and made my way to airport since shahul was here trying to apply a job... came here, and he was already biitching with the girls... yupp... and he said i am rather silent today... i also dunno why, but i have a lot in my mind... well, i told myself i am not gonna date until someone right comes... not giving anymore chances to anymore who wanna date me, sorry guys... its hard to let go of the past... well, tell all of you, i did not have the mood to date since the second last date... yupp... then there is the house, and then there is the schedule... lots... i am tired of thinking.... thankfully, thats the only reason why i am still living right now though... damn... wished it ended like long time ago sometimes... you people ever tried attempting suicide?? i did, but it failed... its funny actually thinking about it...

well, a joke to lighten up the situation... and it really happened... though this happened like long time ago, recounted by my teacher who is a muslim... well, first the facts, as a muslim, we wash our ass with our hands and soap each time after with shit... i am being damn open over here, and i am laughing while typing, people are looking at me but who cares!!! i am loving that weird attention being given... haha!!! so now, the story...
this teacher of mine is rather open... she was studying abroad back then... well, met up with her friends and they were kinda like making fun of us muslims washing our ass with soap and that the scout handshake cant be done as scouts shake hands using their left hand, and if contacted, they will give their shit to others... well, there was this guy who was saying that he finger fucked a woman and another said she was having piles... and my teacher laughed, er friends thought she was nuts... and she opened up her mouth...
"well, at least i have my fingers around my ass CLEANING it up but u stuff urs up a womans' vagina and eating with that hand... how's her pussy?? tasty??(muslims eat with their right hand, that includes finger food...) and you wont have piles if u have washed ur ass like how i washed mine..." and she walked off the table... well, those friends are still her friends and they still conact each other via email... friends in the weirdest places... well, put it this way, that bimbo friend actually believe her, though piles is usually connected mainly to constipation usually... so yeah, she won the debate with some wrong facts somewhere...
and the second... there was this time when shahul called me and he told me he was looking at his nephew digging his ass then digging his nose then put his hand into the mouth.. we had a good laugh and went pondering in the end if we ever did that when we were small... though at least i remembered digging my nose and tasting it... i was in love with it last time... come to think about it, its a disgusting act but i can still remember the salty sweet taste... yummmmmmmmy!!! well... i shut up now... gotta gho peeps!!! i feel much better saying it out to a computer for humans to read then telling humans straight into the face!!! thanks god... well, i am still crying deep within my heart, i have no idea why... until here then... bubbyez!!!

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